1 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:23,190 [Music] 2 00:00:23,200 --> 00:00:26,440 you 3 00:00:33,700 --> 00:00:29,830 I'm Jane ul and seven 4 00:00:38,440 --> 00:00:33,710 two years old I lost my daughter 16 5 00:00:42,479 --> 00:00:38,450 years ago and she was 30 years old in a 6 00:00:45,040 --> 00:00:42,489 violent crime they put me on the path to 7 00:00:49,030 --> 00:00:45,050 be in the same room with this evil man 8 00:00:52,479 --> 00:00:49,040 over and over in adherence I've always 9 00:00:55,600 --> 00:00:52,489 been a spiritual person I was raised in 10 00:00:58,740 --> 00:00:55,610 a Mississippi Baptist Church where you 11 00:01:02,620 --> 00:00:58,750 were going to go to hell if you danced I 12 00:01:05,439 --> 00:01:02,630 loved dancing there were so many rules 13 00:01:10,060 --> 00:01:05,449 that I had trouble growing up and I kept 14 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:10,070 thinking if I'm perfect they'll accept 15 00:01:14,230 --> 00:01:12,530 me if I'm perfect and everything will be 16 00:01:18,430 --> 00:01:14,240 okay if I'm perfect I'll go to heaven 17 00:01:25,150 --> 00:01:18,440 and that became impossible when I got to 18 00:01:27,550 --> 00:01:25,160 be 21 I took my first drink and it was a 19 00:01:29,859 --> 00:01:27,560 great friend to me because I wasn't 20 00:01:33,490 --> 00:01:29,869 afraid anymore I didn't I wasn't afraid 21 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:33,500 of going to help in those moments and so 22 00:01:40,389 --> 00:01:36,050 I ended up becoming an alcoholic for 23 00:01:44,100 --> 00:01:40,399 eight years in a way that opened my eyes 24 00:01:47,080 --> 00:01:44,110 to a different type of higher power or 25 00:01:50,230 --> 00:01:47,090 Supreme Being or a divine person and 26 00:01:54,309 --> 00:01:50,240 entities as we might call it it's 27 00:01:57,040 --> 00:01:54,319 automatics it's something outside of 28 00:01:59,260 --> 00:01:57,050 myself that I can't see I can't you know 29 00:02:02,410 --> 00:01:59,270 that it's beyond the known in the scene 30 00:02:04,870 --> 00:02:02,420 it's something very powerful and what 31 00:02:09,430 --> 00:02:04,880 words are used to me whether it's God 32 00:02:13,059 --> 00:02:09,440 divine I know that UFOs are a big part 33 00:02:15,220 --> 00:02:13,069 of people knowing that there's something 34 00:02:17,320 --> 00:02:15,230 beyond us it's bigger than us it's 35 00:02:21,100 --> 00:02:17,330 trying to reach us 36 00:02:25,150 --> 00:02:21,110 and we come to it in different ways with 37 00:02:28,180 --> 00:02:25,160 different words and so when I got into 38 00:02:31,210 --> 00:02:28,190 an organized group for helping me with 39 00:02:32,920 --> 00:02:31,220 my alcoholism so first time it ever been 40 00:02:35,890 --> 00:02:32,930 introduced to me that it could be a God 41 00:02:39,520 --> 00:02:35,900 of my understanding and that began to 42 00:02:41,589 --> 00:02:39,530 free me and so for years at least I was 43 00:02:43,390 --> 00:02:41,599 trying to find a connection with this 44 00:02:46,179 --> 00:02:43,400 one entity 45 00:02:51,580 --> 00:02:46,189 as I understood him and how he was 46 00:02:55,240 --> 00:02:51,590 dealing with my life and but my concept 47 00:02:59,429 --> 00:02:55,250 of him was very linear it was me and him 48 00:03:02,860 --> 00:02:59,439 that was it me and God me and God and 49 00:03:06,220 --> 00:03:02,870 one day I got a phone call that my 50 00:03:10,420 --> 00:03:06,230 mother had died she was just 58 I was 38 51 00:03:14,140 --> 00:03:10,430 and I went to visit her friend and my 52 00:03:15,729 --> 00:03:14,150 friend there was several of us sitting 53 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:15,739 around and this one man was telling a 54 00:03:20,259 --> 00:03:18,170 very interesting story and I was just 55 00:03:21,940 --> 00:03:20,269 enthralled in his story and my friend 56 00:03:26,289 --> 00:03:21,950 got up and turned off the lamp in front 57 00:03:28,179 --> 00:03:26,299 of me and the one behind me and but I 58 00:03:31,569 --> 00:03:28,189 just kept on listening to this man and 59 00:03:34,089 --> 00:03:31,579 when it was all over she said there was 60 00:03:36,670 --> 00:03:34,099 the most beautiful woman standing over 61 00:03:40,330 --> 00:03:36,680 you with her hands on your shoulders and 62 00:03:43,390 --> 00:03:40,340 she was smiling and she wasn't but five 63 00:03:46,420 --> 00:03:43,400 feet tall and she described her dress 64 00:03:48,580 --> 00:03:46,430 and this friend had never seen my mother 65 00:03:52,150 --> 00:03:48,590 and she described the dress that my 66 00:03:53,619 --> 00:03:52,160 mother had been buried in and so that 67 00:03:56,080 --> 00:03:53,629 opened me up to maybe there was another 68 00:04:00,039 --> 00:03:56,090 spiritual entity to all of this 69 00:04:07,149 --> 00:04:00,049 and so then one day after my daughter 70 00:04:10,210 --> 00:04:07,159 died I went to a holistic Expo and this 71 00:04:13,300 --> 00:04:10,220 one woman just caught my attention with 72 00:04:15,219 --> 00:04:13,310 her eyes and and I knew that I needed to 73 00:04:19,149 --> 00:04:15,229 talk to her and that was who I wanted to 74 00:04:23,070 --> 00:04:19,159 do a reading for me and I did not tell 75 00:04:26,230 --> 00:04:23,080 her for quite a while about my daughter 76 00:04:27,879 --> 00:04:26,240 but she kept telling me I did several 77 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:27,889 readings with her through the years and 78 00:04:33,939 --> 00:04:29,780 she eventually became a spiritual mentor 79 00:04:37,060 --> 00:04:33,949 and so she at one time I ride a bike 80 00:04:39,040 --> 00:04:37,070 alot and I hate helmets I don't like 81 00:04:41,649 --> 00:04:39,050 things around my neck and I hate helmets 82 00:04:45,939 --> 00:04:41,659 and I'm pretty sure I must have been 83 00:04:47,379 --> 00:04:45,949 hung in a former life but anyway she was 84 00:04:48,969 --> 00:04:47,389 doing a reading and she said she just 85 00:04:51,879 --> 00:04:48,979 cracked that laughs and she didn't know 86 00:04:55,180 --> 00:04:51,889 I wrote about and she said I can just 87 00:04:56,990 --> 00:04:55,190 see Joanne for some reason riding on 88 00:05:01,430 --> 00:04:57,000 this bicycle with his huge 89 00:05:03,140 --> 00:05:01,440 going on and and it was Joann because I 90 00:05:07,070 --> 00:05:03,150 knew she was concerned that I rode 91 00:05:10,400 --> 00:05:07,080 without a helmet so that widened it to 92 00:05:13,430 --> 00:05:10,410 now I've got God the supreme I've got my 93 00:05:15,980 --> 00:05:13,440 mother I've got my daughter and so 94 00:05:19,340 --> 00:05:15,990 that's what riding my widened my focus 95 00:05:23,300 --> 00:05:19,350 into the spiritual world and then when 96 00:05:25,250 --> 00:05:23,310 when my daughter died I I went to a very 97 00:05:29,300 --> 00:05:25,260 dark place 98 00:05:31,010 --> 00:05:29,310 I had no beliefs anymore and had even 99 00:05:35,300 --> 00:05:31,020 wondered if what I told them growing up 100 00:05:37,340 --> 00:05:35,310 was right about it a loving God and then 101 00:05:41,600 --> 00:05:37,350 that at that period of time though I had 102 00:05:44,360 --> 00:05:41,610 I had a a way to choose how I was going 103 00:05:48,650 --> 00:05:44,370 to search for God and if I came a great 104 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:48,660 searcher for God and through my search 105 00:05:53,900 --> 00:05:51,090 for God my daughter's been able to talk 106 00:05:56,900 --> 00:05:53,910 to me because I had to open my heart to 107 00:05:59,890 --> 00:05:56,910 get any help from the Supreme Being and 108 00:06:03,350 --> 00:05:59,900 it opened my heart to my daughter and 109 00:06:06,860 --> 00:06:03,360 she event she eventually taught me how 110 00:06:09,230 --> 00:06:06,870 to love myself and she would tell me you 111 00:06:11,330 --> 00:06:09,240 know if I go to nature that she can not 112 00:06:15,230 --> 00:06:11,340 only be with me but she can become the 113 00:06:18,710 --> 00:06:15,240 things I love and surround me and so 114 00:06:20,180 --> 00:06:18,720 that's when I got a sense of of there 115 00:06:22,790 --> 00:06:20,190 being something that's going to keep me 116 00:06:29,690 --> 00:06:22,800 safe and guided all around me at all 117 00:06:32,510 --> 00:06:29,700 times and from that point on I I'm very 118 00:06:35,600 --> 00:06:32,520 open I listen I know the everybody run 119 00:06:37,550 --> 00:06:35,610 into as a teacher for me and I've always 120 00:06:41,630 --> 00:06:37,560 got something to teach those to come to 121 00:06:44,510 --> 00:06:41,640 me and so on this human journey it's 122 00:06:46,969 --> 00:06:44,520 just an exploration an exploration for 123 00:06:50,930 --> 00:06:46,979 me to get closer to myself with the help 124 00:06:52,640 --> 00:06:50,940 of the angels and my higher problem the 125 00:06:54,909 --> 00:06:52,650 things that I've learned is that it's 126 00:06:59,240 --> 00:06:54,919 okay to be me as the biggest thing now 127 00:07:00,170 --> 00:06:59,250 I'm here for a reason and and I was made 128 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:00,180 me for a reason 129 00:07:04,520 --> 00:07:02,970 and that I brought a mission with me and 130 00:07:07,370 --> 00:07:04,530 that's the biggest thing that I've 131 00:07:09,560 --> 00:07:07,380 learned on two levels 132 00:07:10,110 --> 00:07:09,570 I can accept that my daughter died and I 133 00:07:12,830 --> 00:07:10,120 know that it 134 00:07:14,850 --> 00:07:12,840 was pre-planned before we came down here 135 00:07:16,909 --> 00:07:14,860 but on a human level 136 00:07:20,400 --> 00:07:16,919 I hate and cry for my daughter sometimes 137 00:07:22,800 --> 00:07:20,410 and somebody even asked me once wouldn't 138 00:07:25,920 --> 00:07:22,810 it be great if you knew everything was 139 00:07:28,140 --> 00:07:25,930 okay and you didn't have to go through 140 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:28,150 all this and I said well that's the 141 00:07:32,159 --> 00:07:30,850 whole reason I'm here if I knew your 142 00:07:33,750 --> 00:07:32,169 thing was going to be okay I would 143 00:07:36,900 --> 00:07:33,760 search I wouldn't believe I would have 144 00:07:40,170 --> 00:07:36,910 pay and so what gets me through the hard 145 00:07:43,320 --> 00:07:40,180 times is knowing that there's a reason 146 00:07:44,550 --> 00:07:43,330 for everything it's meant to be and 147 00:07:46,890 --> 00:07:44,560 that's been the biggest thing I've 148 00:07:51,029 --> 00:07:46,900 learned the other thing I've learned is 149 00:07:53,240 --> 00:07:51,039 that there's nobody in this world it 150 00:07:57,120 --> 00:07:53,250 isn't searching for the same things I am 151 00:08:01,110 --> 00:07:57,130 or understanding and peace and feeling 152 00:08:03,450 --> 00:08:01,120 safe and so love is the only way the two 153 00:08:05,820 --> 00:08:03,460 spirits connect so if I'm open with a 154 00:08:08,610 --> 00:08:05,830 loving heart it's going to be hard for 155 00:08:11,820 --> 00:08:08,620 them not to be open and loving also if 156 00:08:13,560 --> 00:08:11,830 they come and seek me out I have it 157 00:08:16,050 --> 00:08:13,570 guarded enough to where I can pretty 158 00:08:18,690 --> 00:08:16,060 well read people well if it's if it's 159 00:08:22,200 --> 00:08:18,700 ill intentions I can I can see that 160 00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:22,210 quickly but I always feel like that I'm 161 00:08:27,870 --> 00:08:23,680 teaching them and they're teaching me 162 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:27,880 and the biggest thing I learned that you 163 00:08:33,659 --> 00:08:31,810 know to to embrace the joys and the 164 00:08:36,029 --> 00:08:33,669 sorrows they all have a purpose and 165 00:08:37,890 --> 00:08:36,039 that's there I guess there's a gift at 166 00:08:40,709 --> 00:08:37,900 the end of very experience if you let 167 00:08:43,949 --> 00:08:40,719 finish out before you make any judgment 168 00:08:48,210 --> 00:08:43,959 about it for someone that's on their 169 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:48,220 discovery of their spiritual journey the 170 00:08:55,650 --> 00:08:50,890 best thing is not to push it with your 171 00:09:00,180 --> 00:08:55,660 mind to want it with open heart and to 172 00:09:02,940 --> 00:09:00,190 ask for it the desire for it and not be 173 00:09:04,110 --> 00:09:02,950 surprised at what that when it's going 174 00:09:07,769 --> 00:09:04,120 to come to you and how it's going to 175 00:09:09,180 --> 00:09:07,779 come to you to tear up any itinerary 176 00:09:12,420 --> 00:09:09,190 that you've got planned for your life 177 00:09:15,240 --> 00:09:12,430 and any way you think you're going to be 178 00:09:17,460 --> 00:09:15,250 communicated with and you're going to be 179 00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:17,470 very surprised at how the answers come 180 00:09:23,520 --> 00:09:20,820 and is your if you're just beginning 181 00:09:23,860 --> 00:09:23,530 you're going to be found more than your 182 00:09:30,190 --> 00:09:23,870 going to 183 00:09:33,579 --> 00:09:30,200 and open up the love for you but it's 184 00:09:35,290 --> 00:09:33,589 all your intention it's all your motive 185 00:09:38,440 --> 00:09:35,300 in what you're really asking for from 186 00:09:39,880 --> 00:09:38,450 your heart and then the rest of it 187 00:09:42,610 --> 00:09:39,890 you're going to be cured as long as 188 00:09:45,460 --> 00:09:42,620 you're being yourself then your mission 189 00:09:48,220 --> 00:09:45,470 is going to unfold and as long as you've 190 00:09:49,930 --> 00:09:48,230 got love in your heart you're going to 191 00:09:53,200 --> 00:09:49,940 experience more rapture than you ever 192 00:09:55,030 --> 00:09:53,210 believed you could for the family 193 00:09:57,269 --> 00:09:55,040 members that don't totally understand 194 00:10:02,920 --> 00:09:57,279 what I'm talking about or where I am I 195 00:10:05,650 --> 00:10:02,930 don't I don't argue with them I I am 196 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:05,660 true to my own self in that I disclose 197 00:10:10,570 --> 00:10:07,970 only what I want to disclose to them and 198 00:10:12,490 --> 00:10:10,580 I've learned to discern the people I 199 00:10:16,090 --> 00:10:12,500 want to share my journey with so that it 200 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:16,100 doesn't dilute what I'm feeling but the 201 00:10:20,980 --> 00:10:18,170 main thing that I do is I just don't I 202 00:10:24,430 --> 00:10:20,990 don't judge them and I don't try to win 203 00:10:27,460 --> 00:10:24,440 them over I feel like everybody's got 204 00:10:30,250 --> 00:10:27,470 their own path and for some reason this 205 00:10:36,360 --> 00:10:30,260 family was perfect for me and got me 206 00:10:41,199 --> 00:10:36,370 where I was supposed to be led and so I 207 00:10:43,930 --> 00:10:41,209 at some point in my heart thank them for 208 00:10:46,120 --> 00:10:43,940 being hard to live with because that's 209 00:10:49,199 --> 00:10:46,130 what brought me to a deeper 210 00:10:53,410 --> 00:10:49,209 understanding of what love is and 211 00:10:57,070 --> 00:10:53,420 there's probably I cannot think of one 212 00:11:01,930 --> 00:10:57,080 family member that fully understands 213 00:11:03,610 --> 00:11:01,940 where I am I have one aunt that's in a 214 00:11:06,790 --> 00:11:03,620 Mississippi Baptist Church that I love 215 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:06,800 dearly and she loved me but she'd say 216 00:11:09,640 --> 00:11:07,610 why Janie 217 00:11:13,540 --> 00:11:09,650 and you know God wouldn't want you to 218 00:11:16,480 --> 00:11:13,550 say that or Janie you need to do this 219 00:11:18,190 --> 00:11:16,490 but I knew her intentions were well and 220 00:11:20,550 --> 00:11:18,200 I knew she loved me and that's why she 221 00:11:25,300 --> 00:11:20,560 was trying to guide me and direct me and 222 00:11:28,660 --> 00:11:25,310 so I just said I so appreciate your 223 00:11:31,870 --> 00:11:28,670 loving me that much to let me know what 224 00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:31,880 I found I found that most people say 225 00:11:36,280 --> 00:11:34,850 things that make them feel better a lot 226 00:11:37,720 --> 00:11:36,290 of times they'll say something that 227 00:11:40,629 --> 00:11:37,730 they're afraid not to 228 00:11:42,850 --> 00:11:40,639 believe or what to feel and a lot of 229 00:11:45,460 --> 00:11:42,860 times those are the things that family 230 00:11:48,759 --> 00:11:45,470 and friends can say to you so I guess 231 00:11:52,389 --> 00:11:48,769 the main thing is in sharing I try not 232 00:11:55,030 --> 00:11:52,399 to dilute it with people that that want 233 00:11:59,230 --> 00:11:55,040 to argue about how I am because I'm not 234 00:12:00,819 --> 00:11:59,240 going to be argued with at all the only 235 00:12:03,340 --> 00:12:00,829 other thing that I can think of that I 236 00:12:05,350 --> 00:12:03,350 would really like to cover is that 237 00:12:09,009 --> 00:12:05,360 everybody has got a mission and a 238 00:12:11,379 --> 00:12:09,019 purpose and there's two levels actually 239 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:11,389 three levels of consciousness and living 240 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:13,970 what is the divine which is what we're 241 00:12:19,300 --> 00:12:16,970 all trying to reach our spirit is a 242 00:12:21,850 --> 00:12:19,310 connection to the divine and we've got a 243 00:12:25,379 --> 00:12:21,860 yearning and then we've got the human 244 00:12:28,150 --> 00:12:25,389 body which is the greatest miracle that 245 00:12:29,800 --> 00:12:28,160 because they have been designed and 246 00:12:31,990 --> 00:12:29,810 invented and then we've got the 247 00:12:34,389 --> 00:12:32,000 transformation zone and that's what we 248 00:12:36,910 --> 00:12:34,399 live most of the time and I guess the 249 00:12:39,430 --> 00:12:36,920 main thing I want anybody starting out 250 00:12:41,920 --> 00:12:39,440 particularly is to know that once you 251 00:12:43,300 --> 00:12:41,930 get in that transformation zone there 252 00:12:45,100 --> 00:12:43,310 are times when you're going to feel lost 253 00:12:47,559 --> 00:12:45,110 and empty and feel like you're not doing 254 00:12:51,819 --> 00:12:47,569 something right but it's only because 255 00:12:53,949 --> 00:12:51,829 that that you're learning new ways of 256 00:12:55,750 --> 00:12:53,959 seeing the world you're learning to 257 00:12:58,150 --> 00:12:55,760 learn yourself in a different way and 258 00:13:00,009 --> 00:12:58,160 live a different way so your old methods 259 00:13:01,420 --> 00:13:00,019 and your old defenses and all of that 260 00:13:04,420 --> 00:13:01,430 are not going to help you anymore 261 00:13:07,689 --> 00:13:04,430 and you just have to make your vessel 262 00:13:11,019 --> 00:13:07,699 open for the need to come in so it's 263 00:13:13,870 --> 00:13:11,029 okay to be lost you'll find your way 264 00:13:16,569 --> 00:13:13,880 back just don't wander off the path too 265 00:13:17,949 --> 00:13:16,579 far I have two books that have been 266 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:17,959 published the first one is called 267 00:13:23,050 --> 00:13:21,050 payment for passage and I wrote that 268 00:13:26,500 --> 00:13:23,060 with the intent of keeping my daughter's 269 00:13:28,870 --> 00:13:26,510 memory alive after she was dead I had no 270 00:13:32,500 --> 00:13:28,880 faith or any kind of beliefs anymore and 271 00:13:34,540 --> 00:13:32,510 to write that book I knew the name of it 272 00:13:37,030 --> 00:13:34,550 but my daughter was the one that finally 273 00:13:39,309 --> 00:13:37,040 came in into my and automatic writing 274 00:13:42,009 --> 00:13:39,319 and said mom don't worry about the 275 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:42,019 content just write it and the meanings 276 00:13:45,550 --> 00:13:43,250 going to come to you it's for your 277 00:13:47,980 --> 00:13:45,560 healing first and so I wrote that book 278 00:13:50,660 --> 00:13:47,990 and found my spiritual beliefs again 279 00:13:54,170 --> 00:13:50,670 that we had together and 280 00:13:56,060 --> 00:13:54,180 so it's a chronicle of my life in my 281 00:13:59,180 --> 00:13:56,070 journey with my daughter before and 282 00:14:01,460 --> 00:13:59,190 after her death and she actually comes 283 00:14:04,100 --> 00:14:01,470 to me at one point and tells me the 284 00:14:07,100 --> 00:14:04,110 meaning of life and death the second 285 00:14:09,980 --> 00:14:07,110 book is embracing the human journey and 286 00:14:13,010 --> 00:14:09,990 this is a series of messages that I have 287 00:14:16,100 --> 00:14:13,020 gotten from her about the human journey 288 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:16,110 from her heav'nly perspective and she 289 00:14:19,580 --> 00:14:18,090 not only has given me messages that I 290 00:14:23,030 --> 00:14:19,590 share in the book and share with the 291 00:14:24,860 --> 00:14:23,040 reader but at times she knew that since 292 00:14:27,470 --> 00:14:24,870 I'm a person that needs to experience 293 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:27,480 things she would actually give me things 294 00:14:34,850 --> 00:14:30,050 to write down that I needed to do 295 00:14:37,190 --> 00:14:34,860 exercises spiritual exercises and so 296 00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:37,200 what I would do to find the answer was 297 00:14:42,770 --> 00:14:39,930 to follow those exercises and then in 298 00:14:44,810 --> 00:14:42,780 the book I share how I dealt with those 299 00:14:48,470 --> 00:14:44,820 exercises and how they changed me and 300 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:48,480 what they did there is also ex spiritual 301 00:14:53,570 --> 00:14:50,900 exercises for the reader their questions 302 00:14:55,880 --> 00:14:53,580 very hard spiritual questions for the 303 00:14:57,740 --> 00:14:55,890 people's of ponder for a while you can 304 00:15:00,710 --> 00:14:57,750 take a while to read that book because 305 00:15:02,990 --> 00:15:00,720 there's sections on letting go there's 306 00:15:05,410 --> 00:15:03,000 there's sections on anything that might 307 00:15:08,780 --> 00:15:05,420 cause make it hard to be a human being 308 00:15:10,760 --> 00:15:08,790 you know it's great to think about and 309 00:15:13,550 --> 00:15:10,770 learn about the angels and other 310 00:15:15,410 --> 00:15:13,560 entities and all the bottom line is 311 00:15:15,890 --> 00:15:15,420 we've got to live as a human being down 312 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:15,900 here 313 00:15:22,220 --> 00:15:18,210 and we live with ourselves more than 314 00:15:24,770 --> 00:15:22,230 anyone else and so this book is to carry 315 00:15:26,750 --> 00:15:24,780 the reader to a place where they're 316 00:15:28,550 --> 00:15:26,760 learning who they are and they start 317 00:15:31,760 --> 00:15:28,560 embracing the human journey with open 318 00:15:33,770 --> 00:15:31,770 arms I have a website where people can 319 00:15:37,220 --> 00:15:33,780 contact me and there's also a link to 320 00:15:40,850 --> 00:15:37,230 Facebook I have a blog and it's very 321 00:15:43,850 --> 00:15:40,860 simple it's Janie Wells calm and on that 322 00:15:45,980 --> 00:15:43,860 you'll find out about me you'll find out 323 00:15:48,500 --> 00:15:45,990 a bit more about my daughter a lot about 324 00:15:49,940 --> 00:15:48,510 the books you'll you'll get to review 325 00:15:53,110 --> 00:15:49,950 the books to see which one you might 326 00:15:57,200 --> 00:15:53,120 like and a blog that I invite readers to 327 00:15:58,970 --> 00:15:57,210 participate in but they can find just